Life is full of uncertainty but at the same time also full of possibilities. In the beginning of the year. I have set goals in career and educator voluntering.
In career side, I have encounter some challanges due to the project schedule timeline. I am working in test and measurement company. It supplies electronic measurement products. I am handling Data acquisition product. It helps to translate the sensor signal in the form of voltage and current so that it can be coverted to digital signal. Normally, sensor converts physical value into analog signal.Analog signal is continous and has infinite resolution. However, because of the noise, it limits the resolution of signal. The signal needs to be convert to digital signal because computer only understand digital signal. Computer is needed to analyse the sensor data and get insights from the data.
Now we have one new products which is armature multiplexer card, It is mechanical relay then can be switch to different channel to made measurement. Company aims to release the NPI this year in order to maximize the revenue. My role is to setup the EMC, climatic and safety test and all setup is in parallel.In reality is there are lacking of setup equipment and resources. I feel frustrated because I am not sure I can cope with it. The reason is this is my first time and there are lots of information to digest.I set a goal but sometimes unexpected situation occurs. At this moment, what is my feeling? Painful, suffering? Yes because feeling uncomfotable.
When I start to prepare for the project, sometimes I consume too much time to understand small pieces of information. I am too stubborn to understand the truth how it works. Sometimes it is not necessary to understand until so deep but I am doing so. Why? This is because I don't like to deal with stressful situation. I wish I could cope all difficult situations. I want to learn at this moment and solve all problems in the future. Guess what? I am suffering because I try to understand everything in my limited time. It is impossible to imagine all the possibles problems and assume I can deal with it. What if the things go smmothly? It does not happen what I think?or it happens out of your expectations?
What I am trying to do now ask questions to myself.What is the purpose of doing the task? What is the boss expectations ? What is the task that is high valuable? By asking questions, I am motivated to handle my task on that day. By asking question , I can become more clear and focus on right direction and doing my task.
Secondly, I always worry when I am trying to do the things I love. I worry about what if I didn't reach the success level defined by society? What if I am the one who really live differently against the norm? I am now less frustrated about worry of aging. Last time I am afraid of single life. Now I have learned to made decision and responsible for it. I choose to deliver my passion outside my working life and give up the chance of building family this year. Let go of the suffering.
Become an educator is part of my dream and I feel I have the ability to do so.I wish to become a part time tuition teacher and earn a income next year. Although I am not the top 1 in the world, I choose to do so because it aligns with my core values and life statisfaction. I don't afraid of mistake because we are not perfect. I belive that as long as my heart is to wish student to be more happy at learning ,insipire them,give them hope and deliver educational content based on my ability, Mistake helps me to grow to become a better educator. I will expand my comfort zone and push my limit.
In conclusion,after we have made decision based on our environment and ability, go for it and no regret. You will gain something, at the same time you the lost something.This is because we have limited time to contribute to our world based on our available resources and ability. Do something is better than overthinking and do nothing. Do something creates possibilites and do nothing the probability of create something is zero.if we have chance to live with core values in any situations, I believe that our life is full of happiness and love.
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